I was never interested in dating after Montaign. I was lured, enticed, and entrapped in relationships I did not want to be in. However, they became good friends and I think of the 7 after Montaign as my colleagues and I am fond of their families. Only 3 of the 7 was I in an actual relationship. Didn't want to get involved. I preferred to be alone and never marry again.
I wouldn't have had numerous lovers, but as you see I was date raped 5x. They always wanted me back then. Crazy men.
Even my own brother. But it is consensual because he is only a few months older than me. I just didn't know what we were doing. We were just kids.
But let the record show, I did not want to be in a serious relationship after Montaign, especially any young boy who is way too young for me. However, my haters don't stop there.
~emma ruth mccallister
